i am going through... so much</3... i only realize now what he was doing to me... just goes to show that it doesn't have to be an old white man for that man to be dangerous... i called my one of my absolute besties about it and cried a lot... i'm glad i can cry around him. he really understands. i don't feel fully better yet, but it is a really, really, deep wound so it's gonna take a long time to heal... but i still have my friends, and they make it easier to deal with, especially one very special one<3