so uhm, a certain someone who i will not be naming, who i THOUGHT was my friend, said the n-word, was sexist, got someone banned from their favorite servers for no fucking reason. i don't know how i trusted him! he told me shit, i told him shit, we trauma-bonded, but it was a lie! he manipulated people, i didn't think he'd do that... but evidently... he has.

sooo now i need to grieve the lost friendship... but hey, at least i did the right thing in the end. i blocked him.

actually feeling better today! so that's good. hopefully it stays that way for at least till nighttime. motivation is actually back in my system so yippee!!! might actually finish my music video i've been working on and maybe even a script!! yippee<33 :]

happy to be okay again!

hey uhh, y-yeah... sorry about my last post... my mental health hasn't been the best, and i get really fucked up during twilight hours. i'm glad y'all had some concern for me, i'm glad you guys cared enough to show that. i'm doing my best to take care of myself, tryna get out of this rut. i'm always doing my best... always.

dont tell me what to do dont tell me what to do don't tell me what to do don't tell me what to do DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!! even if it's good advice don't tell me what to do don't tell me what to do don't tell me what to do.

all work and no play makes kitty a dull girl all work and no play makes kitty a dull girl all work and no play makes kitty a dull girl. i'm really going off the deep end tonight huh...

i figured out how to do it, it's fine now.

I STILL CANNOT UPLOAD MY SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS, HOW FUCKING LONG DOES IT HAVE TO TAKE TO CHECK FOR SOME COPYRIGHT?!?!?!?!? IT'S MY SONG FOR FUCK SAKE I SHOULD BE ABLE TO UPLOAD IT LIKE I DID WITH MY OTHER AUDIOS BUT NOOOO, NOW I'M IN UPLOAD PURGATORY FOR SOME GODDAMN REASON i hate this. fuck my life.

GODDAMNITTT I CAN'T FUCKING UPLOAD MY SONG. I TRIED LIKE 10 DIFFERENT TIMES BUT NONE OF THEM WORKEDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS OH MY GODD. NEWGROUNDS PLEASE JUST LET ME FUCKING UPLOAD. like, when i reload the page it wont even let me tryyyy to publish it wtff....

I wanted to upload my song. COMPLETELY ORIGINAL SONG yet newgrounds... WON'T FUCKING LET ME!!!! it just says "we haven't finished checking your file" WHEN IT SHOULDN'T EVEN TAKE THAT FUCKING LONG!!!!!!!!!! godddd, why can't i just upload itttt????

happy pride everyone!! be sure to be extra nice to all the queers this month!<33

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